Why not?

Gaia online is having this really fun contest right now. Its vampires vs the humans. You get to choose the side you fight for. Its very addicting. Hope to see you there? If you are on give me a call (so to speak) my user name is the same.

My mom passed away just recently. 3 days after the 25. 3 days after my 16th birthday. I miss her so much. Things just seem to be going down hill. We have to get rid of the horses to compensate for the loss of income. But other than that Im doing ok. Its just wierd not having her around ya know? I feel terrible because sometimes I cant help being jealous of all the people who get to keep their parents till their in their late 40s. But whatever I guess. Nothing I can do about it anyway right?

They really screwed up testing this year. Instead of just being 1 week, they,ve stretched it into 3. How lame is that? And the seniors got jipped! They have to be here at 8am whereas previous years during testing they didnt have to come till 11am.This school sucks soooo bad! I am so bored.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	High
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	High

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Have you ever thought about jumping in front of a moving car? Cutting so deep that the bleeding never stops? Just jumping over that edge you are already so to falling off of? Suicide. It happens. My friends girlfriends dad, my teachers friend, my own. You know how people tell ypu to sleep on it before you decide for certain? Please do. Today I considered it. A fleeting thought. I was so depressed and dissapointed with myself that I cried myself to sleep when no one would comfort me. And then I felt so much better. I started thinking about the people who might miss me. 3 people. But then I thought of my missing them. I could never do that. Sleep. Lets all sleep a little bit longer.

Anime Project Tokyo : Nightmare. Greenfield High School anime club will most likely have an advisor on February 8. It's like finally! Sorry I haven't really done anything on here for a while. I have been really busy. Homework, surgery and all that stuff ya know. My history teacher is on an essay kick. 3 essays in a row. So lame. Well anyway, what has everyone been up to? I miss talking to you guys.

I went to the dentist today! It turns out I had 2 cavaties. They hurt right now because the anesthetic stuff wore off. It sucks because theyre right next to each other. The ones heck of deep too. They said it was almost a root canal. Im glad it wasnt. They also said that my wisdom teeth were growing in crooked so I'll probably have to either get braces or have them removed. Oh well I'll cross that bridge when I get there.

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Today is not a day for celebration as I had planned
Today I hold your body in my shaking hands
So cold and light is your deathly form
My prince and my savior gone forever more
I watched you on your last breath
Helpless there I stood
Watching your lifes blood flow out of my reach
Weeping to my shaking hand my heart it gently breaks
Come back to me I call out and yet you speak no word
I love you
I miss you
I need you ever more
Oh why was it today that death came upon your door
Oh sweet prince
My only prince
I bid you to rest you well
I bid you rest in peace
This day my birth made now a curse no honor will it come
Today I but remember you and rid my cheerful face

 Though you were mearly named a prince, you will always be the king of my heart.

  In memory of my beloved and daring prince: I love you. I miss you. Sleep well. May twin Gaberial keep your soul.

                ~~Prince Ryu~~

           You will never be forgotten.

When I was little, my mommy gave me a dream catcher. She said it would make all the bad dreams go away, and I had lots of them. Every night I drempt that a scary looking man in a long black coat would come and hurt me. He scared me so much and his visits left me sore and bruised. I knew it was a dream though because I would always wake up crying on the floor and the bruises came from falling off my bed. My mommy would hear me run in to comfort me. So then one day she gave me the dream catcher. It was very pretty. Right away I hung it over my bed to make the bad man in my dreams go away. But mommy lied to me! The bad man was still there. Every single night abusing my flesh in the worst ways imaginable. Ever since mommy had given me the dream catcher,the dreams had gotten worse. One night I even dreamed that mommy came to check on me and saw the bad man coming through his window. The bad man saw her too. Mommy screamed and screamed. The bad man didnt like that very much so he hurt mommy. I saw him strike her head with a metal bar he took from my broken bed. I saw mommies blood spill out onto the floor and then mommy no longer screamed. I guess the bad man was through with her because right then he turned to me. He had an evil and crazy look on his face. Even though I knew what was about to happen, I was scared. But I could handle it because after all, it was only a bad dream. From that night  on I stopped dreaming about that bad man. I didnt see him anymore. He stopped haunting my dreams.But I  never saw mommy again either. She didnt say a word about it to me but I think she left. I think she hated me. And thats why she gave me that dream catcher. Because she didnt like me. Maybe she went to live with daddy. Daddy didnt like me either. Thats why he locked himself up. Thats why he spent all those years behind those cold steel bars. Too keep me out. Daddy didnt love me. He liked other kids better. But I wish I could have met him. Just once. 

*it wasnt a dream
**her father was a pedophile who escaped from jail
***her father was the 'bad man'

OMG!!! Tonight was the play! I was so freaking nervous dude! I was so scared. But now day one is over. I so messed up so bad. But I dont think anyone but the cast noticed. OMG and during the wedding scene right when I was up there George told me that we were gonna kiss for real. I was like r u serious?! Ends up we really did kiss instead of putting the flowers infront to make it look real. OMG it was great! BUt he aint no Shinya. The play went okay overall. Second ones tommorrow. Its gonna be better. Much better. Well thats all.

Wow I really havent done anything on here for a while have I? Guess not but anyway my faucet confuses me. First its normal and turns to the left for hot water and to the right for cold. Next day it turns to the left and up for cold and then now its turns down with no cold water! Its freak'n wierd I tell you. Speaking of which I dont think I will be continueing preachers son, that is unless someone would be willing to help me on it. Because right now it just seems so pointless. Yeah. Well thats all for today........

Title: Preacher's Son
Author: shiumi
Parings: Die xXx Shinya
Rating: PG-13....for now anyway
Synthisis: Shinya was born the son of a preacher, always doing everything to please his father. Never doing anything that could be called a sin.One day a tall red hedded boy transfers into Shinyas Private Christian school and he is anything but angelic. He was sin itself.
Comments: OMG! I'm finally done with chapter 1! Personally I think chapter 1 sucks so much and is way too short but I leave that up to you. Hopefully some one will like it just even a little bit. I just barely get this one done and Im already in a slump. Does anyone perhaps have any ideas? =^-^'=

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Oh my! My day was exciting. During fourth period we were practicing lines in the library and Matt was popping his fingers and Icant stand that! Then Savy starts in and joins Matt, all the while Im covering my ears and trying not to laugh. Well anyway that happened but after school we went to go pick out costumes. The place was like super cool. It had a hard wood floor and a buncha mirrors. Well dumb ass me was spinning around in my ducky socks. Then I all but broke my toes because I fell and landed on them. I think their sprained. But my teacher will still make me run the mile damn her! But yeah. I talked more with Hope and we actually became good friends. I had no idae we were into the same things. She is so cool!!! Damn testing is next week. The only ones that I am worried about are math and Bio but Ill manage. Somehow......

Dreams are a very powerful thing. Never underestimate their power.Some one once told me this. Some one from a very long time ago....the time when I was in that coma. He said,

"Dreams effect you at all times. They can give you strength or bring you great harm. Be sure not to die in your dreams. Because if you do, you die for real. Dont believe me? Well think of it this way-when you have a dream of falling off a cliff, you can feel yourself falling-correct? The next thing you know, you wake up and find yourself lying on the floor. You fell off of your bed. Just as you were falling off that cliff. What happens in your dreams can really happen to you. Why arent I dead then? You may ask. I've had plenty of derams where I am chased down my something scary that wants to kill me. Yes. Thats just the thing. You always wake up at the exact instant you are cornered and about to die. But you never actually do do you? If you were, you wouldnt be here now would you?"

Its true what he said too. Just think about it. Something always wakes me up right when Im about to die...........

Title: Preacher's Son
Chapters: 1!?
Author: shiumi
Genre: Ratings: PG-13
Pairing: Die x Shinya
Synopsis: Shinya was born the son of a preacher, always doing everything to please his father. Never doing anything that could be called a sin.One day a tall red headed boy transfered into Shinya's Private Christian school and he is anything but angelic. He was sin itself. The day that Sin arrived, Shinya's whole world was turned upside down.
 Comments: This is my first fic so Im really nervous and excited at the same time. This my take a long time so I ask you to be patient. I have decided that this story is too long for a one-shot but it is still belongs to the alphabet stories. This is all I have so far, but I am working on it. I hope at least some one likes it.....